Sunday, April 10, 2011

WHACK.!

Hello all, I know, I know.

"YOU HAVEN"T POSTED IN FOREVER."

Well, I'm sorry. Really.

I thought today I'd take avantage of this beautiful day, and just let some of my words flow out on...paper? Not completely sure what you would call this. Luckily, my words come out just the same as if I was actually saying them. I speak sort of slow...with dramatic pauses and such.

SO, here we go.

Have you ever met anyone you just wanted to hit? Not because you hate them, but because you want to knock some sense into them. Even if you're extremely close to them.

I have a friend like that. They're really wonderful, deep down. Problem is, it takes a lot to get it out. And I can't seem to do it anymore. They're so worried about doing what's 'right' and they don't focus on what's actually right for them. I know, I know, that should be the same thing, right? That's what I think. Unfortunately, here, I promise that's not the case. Really. Even though this person is completely happy and cheerful and peachy on the outside, on the inside...they're the most mental human being I've ever met. And I've met alotta disturbed people.

I guess all I can do now is let them try to figure it out. Maybe they will, maybe they won't. If they don't, however, I'm honestly really worried. I'm worried that the person inside, the one who's mine (& everyone else's) favorite, will die out. THAT scares me more than anything.

ALl right then. Enough ranting for one day...yup. Want some music?

A Man With A THousand Faces- Regina Spektor
Maybe- Ingrid Michaelson
Drops of Jupiter- Train.

ENJOY♥